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Update finally! enjoy<3

these quotes are not the happiest but it is because i am having problems with my boyfriend of 2 years and these are the quotes that i can relate to at this time... hopefully for all you in love i will have happier quotes soon.

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Don't kid yourself, you were never there for me.

im not shooting for a "successful" relationship at this point,
i'm just looking for something that will prevent me from
throwing myself in front of a bus.
i'm keeping my expectations very very low.

I looked at you and said that i'm forever yours.
You looked at me and said oh the idea of being in love.
The idea, the idea of being forever yours.

it doesn't make sense to let go of something
you had for so long, but it also doesn't make
sense to hold on when nothing's there.

I make no apologies for how I chose to repair what you broke.

If you felt even one shred of what I feel for you,
we wouldn't be standing here having this conversation.

Mom, Listen, I haven't been together with Topanga
for twenty-two years, but we have been together for sixteen.
'Kay, that's a lot longer than most couples have been together.
I mean, when we were born, you told me that we used to take
walks in our strollers together in the park. When we were two,
we were best friends, I mean, I, I knew everything about this girl.
I knew her favorite color. I knew her favorite food. Then we became
six, you know, and Eric made fun of me because it wasn't cool
to have a best friend that was a girl or even know a girl, so for
the next seven years I threw dirt at her. I like to call those
"the lost years". Then when I was thirteen, Mom, she put me up
against my locker and she kissed me. I mean, she gave me my first kiss.
She taught me how to dance. She was always talking about these
crazy things and I never understood a word she said. All I understood was
that she was the girl I sat up every night thinking about, and when I'm
with her I feel happy to be alive. Like I can do anything. Even talk
to you like this. So that's, that's what I feel is love, Mom, when I'm
better because she's here, and now she won't be. So we're finished.
[boy meets world]

I shouldn't love you anymore. I deserve more.

you are wrong, fucked and overrated. i think i'm gonna be sick and it's your fault.
this is the end of everything. you are the end of everything.
i haven't slept since i woke up and found my whole life was a lie.

said i'm okay,
but i know how to lie.

"i love you," he said. "It's a poor excuse
for what i'm doing, but it's still true.

Sometimes I think of everything
that I've wasted on you.
All of my hope, all of my heart.
I hope you're happy, I truly do,
but I'm done wasting all my time on you.

Why do people think it's okay for them to do horrible
things as long as they apologize afterwards?

Here's my philosophy on dating.
It's important to have somebody that can make you laugh,
somebody you can trust, somebody that, you know, turns you on.
And it's really, really important that these three people
don't know each other.
[One Tree Hill]

I  miss him and I love him, and I don't speak with him anymore.
It's a hurtful and painful subject.

Just put your mind at ease, you dont
owe me anything. You paid me well in
memories.

with you, it's like i hold on for some reason,
even though every inch of me wants to let go.

I don't want a broken heart
cause I'll lose the pieces.

Sometimes the hardest thing and the right thing are the same.

I have to ask you a question.
It's a good one so think about it.
If two people love each other,
but they just can't seem to get it together,
when do you get to that point of enough is enough?

The thing is, while we are all full of insecurities, mine might just be a little different. I just need to know that you love me as much as I love you, and that if you had to choose, you’d pick me over any other girl in the world.

I never expected you to be perfect, or
anything near it. i didn't expect you to
say all the right things, or do everything
in the right way. but i expected you to try.

I am utterly disgusted with the path you trek,
as inebriated as you can get off your latest paycheck.
I am at a loss of words here. I hate to break this to you,
but being a coward is not a legitimate career.

I will never regret you or say that I wish
I'd never met you because once upon  a time
you were exactly what I needed.

I dont want on & off.
I want always & forever.

i love you more than i should,
so much more than is good for me.

I've found almost everything ever written about
love to be true. Shakespeare said, "Journeys end
in lovers meeting." What an extraordinary thought.
Personally, I have not experienced anything
remotely close to that but I am more than willing to
believe Shakespeare had. I suppose I think about
love more than anyone really should. I am
constantly amazed by its sheer power to alter and
define our lives. It was Shakespeare who also said,
"love is blind." Now that is something I know to be
true. For some quite inexplicably, love fades; for
others love is simply lost. But then of course, love
can also be found, even if just for the night. And
then, there's another kind of love: the cruelest kind.
The one that almost kills its victims. It's called
unrequited love. Of that, I am an expert.

When you run out of whores, don't expect me to be there.

I think It's safe to say, "It's for the best."
I've got my mouth full of regret and a motive full of love,
but love can't save you darling.

You can't make me stay, I'm saying what I have to say.
Know you were just a phase, a piece of who I am today.
Just another checkmark on my list of things that I regret.
You're another checkmark on my list of things that I regret

& He said; Maybe this is sad but true
Baby, maybe you've got nothing to lose
You could be the best of me
When I'm the worst for you

I'm not the one that you want.
I only let you down..
And i'm pretty sure that you've caught on.
And you can say that oh i'm just feeling sorry for myself.

Lying was much easier than explaining.
It was easier to give people the answers they expected.
It should have been the truth anyway.

You have hurt me too much to be the right one.

 Woo finally an update(:
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"It's just hard because I am absolutely head over heels in love with you.
And maybe you fall in love often, but I don't."

Athazagoraphobia- Fear of being forgotten

I'm hardly capable of half the damage that I would like to do.
I could swear that I don't care, but you know I'm
too full of shit to think this through.

It's been so long i've felt so wrong again.

You love me like a woman and need me like a habit. And every time you look at me
you know that I'm the girl who could care enough for you to let you go.

I won't get used to this, I won't get used to being gone, and going back won't feel the same.

Nervous and your tearing at the seams. The lights
 are too bright and you've got cold feet.You
look the part and you're only seventeen. Can you drag me
 up and show me what we're missing out on. Don't
 waste your time. We've heard it all before.We've had enough
and hangers on and "friends" we didn't want.

You have too much, you're spending all your time collecting and
discovering. It's not enough. And no matter how you try, you never find the one you want.

"You're still pretty unhappy, aren't you?" He asked.
I nodded, staring ahead.
"Did you ever think that maybe you're better off?"

A hand moves in the dark to a zipper. Hear a boy
bracing tight against sheets barely whisper;
'This is so messed up.'

Without liftin' a finger you're holdin' me back.

We could pack up and leave all our things behind.
No fact, or fiction, or storyline.
Cause I need you more than just for tonight.

Sneaking back into my bedroom at 4 a.m.
Never felt so good.

& He said;; I told her countless things, but what I never told her
was the truth.

You don't have to believe me, but the way I way I see it. Next time you point a finger,
I might have to bend it back or break it, break it off. Next time you point a finger
I hope it's at the mirror.

For any one of us, our forever could end in an hour, or a hundred years from now.
You never know for sure, so you'd better make every second count.

I found a new best friend in hatred that says
its too damn late to save this. Youre so good
at making bad decisions, but even better at
burning bridges.

And all I ever wanted was all I ever needed. And every time I look at you.
 I know that you're the man who could love me like no other
And hate me like no other and want to see this face look into you forever.

Lately I've found myself looking back at disastrous memories.
Memories of me ruining relationships that I cherished most.
Memories that have led me to the life that I live now,
but I know they make me exactly who I am today.

And theres no one to tell us, now or ever,

why it ends, why it always ends.

 
I'm gonna find someone, someday
who might actually treat me well.

I wish you hadn't turn your back. I wish you had
explained. I wish you hadn't made me
loose my faith in everything.

Sometimes the hardest thing to let go of is something
you never really had. What could've happened, didn't.

Today you were far away and I didn't ask you why. What could I say? I was far away.
You just walked away and I just watched you. What could I say? How close am I to
 losing you. Tonight you just close your eyes and I just watch you slip away.

It's not the fall that kills you, it's the sudden stop at the end.

I fell in love with you no matter what you say
but you were right about the reasons.

I was told to never look back, to keep walking.
and the minute I looked over my shoulder,
I saw everything I ever gave up on.
all the things I let go of,
and all of the people who let go of me

Maybe I know somewhere deep in my soul
that love never lasts.

She didn't giggle or blush when she saw him.
She didn't write his name all over pieces of
paper. She simply lived with his face in her
heart all the time. A kind of sweet, hurtful
ache.

I tried to give you up, but I'm addicted.

I saw you walking by today.
Your hair was longer and you might have been a little taller.
But it was still you, and you still smiled at me, and I still couldn't speak.

It's not your fault,
you've been good to me.

"I want to know what you see when you look at me.”
His fingers dug into my shoulders.
“I want to know your favorite Stooge and the hour you were born
and the thing that scares you more than anything else in the world.
I want to be there when you wake up.

Just listen to me on one thing.
Everyday you wait is one day you
will never get back. Trust me on
that.

Its those moments when you drive around
in a car full of friends around a town
too small for you. Where you gasp for
breathe between each laugh. Its about
those moments where you get high off
just breathing in so deep, you feel your
lungs getting cold. For a second, that
split second, you dont care. You dont
care about school, about parents, about
money, about rules, or broken hearts.
Who you care about are the kids sitting
next to you. Cause its all we really
need, isnt it? Those kids next to you,
yeah. The ones who make you feel invincible,
even at your weakest points.

You're silence; it's suffocating.
but your words may be worse.

Been through a lot in the last year, it's like everything
I love is slipping away. And every time I come home,
some more of me isn't there. I gotta get it together, I need
to do things for myself. I've given everything but still you
take more from me. I need some room to breathe.

Philophobia- Fear of love

I will always carry you in my heart
You'll always be my shooting star
Autumn days will fade away, but memories will always stay the same
I'm hoping you will never change, don't ever change

It's really fucking sad when you hardly trust anybody
but one of the few people you do fucks you over.
Fuck this. Go to hell you cocksucker.

Things That Make Life Worth Living:
Falling in love. Hearing your favorite song on the radio.
Lying in bed listening to the rain outside. Milkshakes.
Bubble baths. Giggling. Long conversations late at night. 
The beach. Running through sprinklers. Laughing at an
inside joke. Laughing at yourself. Laughing so hard your
stomach hurts. Laughing for absolutely no reason at all.
Just plain laughing. Having someone tell you that you're
beautiful. Friends. Accidentally overhearing someone say
something nice about you. Waking up and realizing you
still have a few hours left to sleep. First kisses. Making
new friends or spending time with old ones. Playing with a
new puppy. Sweet dreams. Hot chocolate. Road trips with
friends. Making chocolate chip cookies. Holding hands with
someone you care about. Watching the sunrise. Watching a
sunset. Getting out of bed in the morning after sleeping in and
looking out the window to see its sunny, birds are chirping,
and kids are playing. Knowing that somebody misses you.

And it feeds my heart that you came looking for me,
but I'm thinking I need to stay lost.

But how do you know when to let go?

ugh, i'm sorrrrryy.....
update soon, i hope!!



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 Kinda Short Update, I'm sorry everyone its just because of school!!
I <333 Youu guys(:

You can be in love and you can be in a relationship.
But they’re not always the same thing.

Almost all the time, you tell yourself you’re loving somebody when you’re just using them.
This only looks like love.

"I’ve been thinking a lot lately about taking chances, and how it’s really just about overcoming your fears. Because the truth is, every time you take a big risk in your life, no matter how it ends up, you’re always glad you took it."
-- Scrubs

I'm fallin' in love
But it's fallin' apart.
I need to find my way back to the start.
When we were in love.
Oh things were better than they are.
Let me back into.
Into your arms.

I want someone who won't care that I hate wearing shoes, that I'm incapable of sitting still, that I can't grasp the concept of cleaning, and I refuse to be ladylike. Someone who realizes that half the decisions I make I usually regret, and I have the right to overreact at any given moment. I want someone who knows how completely insane I am, and he wouldn't want me any other way.

The worst thing is holding on to someone who doesn't want to be held on to.

what she wants is pretty simple.
just a sticky note in her locker saying "i love you"
or a daisy stuck to her books because its
the little things in life that mean the most

so here we are again, the same fork in the road;
i hate you, you love me, this story's getting old.

You called to say you wanted out. Well, I can't say I blame you now. Sometimes you've got to fold before you're found out. Well thanks for waiting this long to show yourself. Because now that I can see you, I don't think you're worth a second glance.

You have too much, you're spending all your time collecting and discovering.
It's not enough. And no matter how you try, you never find the one you want.

It's sickening, the things I can keep from people without feeling an ounce of guilt.

You let go,
so now its my turn.
I can accept that,
but when i find happiness,
don't decide you love me.

It's a shame you see me hurting and
you don't even know what you did.

You know what I want more than anything in the world right now? To talk to you, to be with you, this very instant. I want to sit across from you Indian style and look into your eyes and see for myself exactly how they change color in the light. I want to hold your hand in the palm of mine, and trace every line with my fingertips.

For once, don't let me down.
Don't give my friends another chance to say, "I told you so."
Don't let my faith in you be a waste.

If there’s anything to say, if there’s anything to do,
if there’s any other way, I’d do anything for you.

Everybody says you're no good for me
Nothin' but trouble is what you bring
Everybody thinks you're out to get me
Helpless little fool they must think I am

I hate you. I hate you. I swear to god.
I hate you. Oh my god, I love you.

The bravest that I've ever been was when I ran away from you.

And I will love him no matter what you say. You're simply too immature to understand that love does stretch for miles and miles. So you just be an immature little kid looking for love in all the wrong places, and I will be content with mine right where it is.. not all those miles away, but in my heart, and in his heart, where distance does not matter.

I'm hardly capable of half the damage that I would like to do.
I could swear that I don't care,
But you know I'm too full of shit to think this through.

I could never understand how that was so easy for you,
but always so damn hard for me.